So I didn’t officially cry yesterday but tears did start to pool in my eyes. Last OB appointment before baby #4. Not dilated. Cervix still high. And new induction is Friday not Thursday. One more day in 9 months really isn’t that big of a deal but it’s still ONE MORE DAY. Sigh. I’ll live. One more day to read a book or rest or do whatever the hell I want. No real reason given for the change in date so I’m trying not to dwell on it.
I'm not as nervous about "the end" as I was last week when the induction was first scheduled. I know I am in good hands, Dr Nippert is awesome and well qualified and hello obviously does what she does because she loves it. Mike will give me a blessing to help calm my nerves and hopefully I'll live past 34. It's a joke I like to make (my mom died at 34), but probably not for those around me. Sorry, my humour is sometimes lame even though I think I am funny. My fear of losing my life or the babies for that matter has died down just a little bit. I still pray with all my heart that all will go well. It's just nerves, right?
Thanks for your encouragement, your wisdom, your laughter, your prayers, your love and for being my blogging friends out here in cyberspace.
8 comments:
Sorry Kinz! Come with me to the stake RS dinner tomorrow night- get a night off from cooking. Good luck on Friday, can't wait to meet baby girl!
Can't wait to meet the new little one! I feel your pain though. Mister was supposed to be induced on the 6th. He was finally induced on the 8th. I cried. Hang in there!
*hugs!!!* One more day IS an eternity! So sorry. But cant wait to meet the little one!
Love you Kinzee girl! You will do great and YES, you will come out of this alive! ;) I totally know how you feel though. I felt nervous about that when I was going in to have Brooke too. You know your mom is on the other side just preparing that baby girl to come to you. Everything will go great! Can't wait to hear & see pics of the new babe! Love you friend! xoxo :)
I was scheduled to be induced with Alex on the 12th but was always sure he was supposed to be born on the 11-11 and sure enough my water broke on the 11th so you never know. Although, didn't I tell you before that I am weird about numbers and I personally like the b-day 3-30 way better than 3-29 so if you are psycho about numbers looking pretty then there is a bright side.
Thanks for the update and know that prayers are coming your way. So sorry that this beautiful occasion has a bittersweet side for you and brings up memories of losing your mom. But you are right, it is just nerves and I am sure your mom will be up there watching over you and her new grandbaby on Friday.
Everything will go perfectly...the end is so hard. Hang in there!! Somehow it's worth it :o)
I'll pray for you tonight!
Love you!
I agree with Julie - 3-30 sounds better than 3-29. Just does. But my prayers, love, and concern are all being channeled your direction right now. Can't wait to hold little Lily in our arms! I know you'll do great! Just one day more. And we expect to get regular updates from Mike (I did make changes in my contact list, by the way - sorry if it accidentally rang you in the middle of the night. Kept doing that. Ouch!)
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